Sunday, September 11, 2011

Can't sleep.


I am sitting here as i sip my cup of tea and reading a Mitch Albom book. It's 3 o clock in the freaken morning!

I just got back from my friend's wedding.

It's funny because everyone in there was talking about how everyone in our class or friends are getting engaged or getting married. Wow, time really flies! I see the years pass by like busy cars moving hastily in the freeways. I am officially getting old! (just in years)

I think every girl had thought about her wedding at least once in her life when she was younger. I know I did. I remember I used to say that I wanted to get married in the oldest, largest, church in the Philippines, Taal Church.

I jokingly say that the aisle in this church is soo long that I will have the time to think about actually committing myself to someone in front of God. I can be a runaway bride wanna-be. Hah.

Now, i don't know if it's even possible i get married there.

I wanted a small, intimate wedding with close friends and family. Like everything else, i want it to be perfect.

I am a firm believer that marriage is a huge event in one's life. I only want to get married ONCE and i want it to be with the one person i know i want to spend the rest of my life with. I know i am more of the optimist, rather than a realist, hence, i believe in TRUE love and the commitment to love each other, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, and til death do us part or until zombie apocalypse happen (man, i miss playing dead island). Haha.

It's no joke to get married.. it's probably one of the biggest decision you have to make in life. I don't know why the heck im posting this. Maybe going to a wedding rekindled that feeling I had when I was a girl.